‘Research work is really lonely.’
‘Other than your supervisor, you can hardly explain to people and let them understand what you are doing.’
‘Don’t go for master if you are just dont know what to do in your life.’
Oh, now i agree with the 3 statement above.
Totally experiencing it now.
Start wonder why the lecturers didn’t tell earlier that social science is harder than pure science.
Social science is grey with the combination of black and white.
Is not totally wrong or totally correct way of doing things.
Perhaps my sociological imagination is not strong enough to support myself go through the whole process in survive in the master studies.
I am finding the answers that nobody can tell me.
Is so hard and I started to regret to continue study.
Even crying cant solve my problems.
Each time met my supervisor, his comment on my work is depressing.
He said I’m not that level yet.
Each time after his comment I will just forget what I wanted to ask earlier on.
My bf said I’m the kind who can’t accept comments. I only partly agree with that.
I accepts the comments, but making amendment according to comments is not that easy.
I pray the time could pass faster that I can see him and I can go home or even graduate again.
I pray the time could stop that I can prepare and stuff everything in mind, rearrange and make them academically acceptable.
Both of the things I pray will never happen I guess. It just depend on what I capable to do.
Sooner or later I’m sure I will get sunshine in the grey.